Monday, December 7, 2015

Punk Rock Singer-Songwriter Darby Crash 1980 Holy Cross Cemetery

Darby Crash (born Jan Paul Beahm) (September 26, 1958 – December 7, 1980)[2][3] was an American[4] punk rock vocalist and songwriter who, along with long-time friend Pat Smear (born Georg Ruthenberg), co-founded Germs. He committed suicide by way of an intentional[5] heroin overdose.[6] In the years since his suicide at the age of 22, Germs have attained legendary status among punk rock fans and musicians alike, as well as from the wider alternative rock and underground music community in general. Crash has come to be revered as a unique and talented songwriter; his myriad literary, musical and philosophical influences, which varied from Frederich Nietzsche and David Bowie to Charles Manson and Adolf Hitler, resulted in lyrics that were unusually wordy and impressionistic in the realm of punk rock at the time, immediately setting Crash and his band apart from most other Los Angeles punk groups that sprang up in the late 1970s.

Early life

Born in Baldwin Hills Hospital, Los Angeles County at 11 PM, Beahm had a troubled childhood. He grew up in Culver City and later, West Los Angeles. When he was 11 years old, his eldest half-brother Bobby Lucas died of a heroin overdose at the age of 27, thought to have been murdered by a disgruntled drug dealer who intentionally sold him an unusually potent batch of the drug. He grew up believing that his biological father was a man named Harold "Hal" Beahm, who had left the family early on in his life. When he was a teenager, one of his elder half-sisters, Faith Jr., revealed in an argument that his biological father was actually a Swedish sailor named William Björklund. Beahm lived with his mother Faith Reynolds-Baker for much of his life, but their relationship was tumultuous. The accounts given of her in Brendan Mullen and Don Bolles' 2002 book Lexicon Devil: The Fast Times and Short Life of Darby Crash and the Germs portray her as having a mental illness, which caused her to behave erratically and be verbally abusive toward her son.[7] Faith's third husband, Bob Baker, died suddenly of a heart attack at 39 in 1972; they had married in 1964 when a very young Beahm introduced the idea of them marrying after they began dating. She never married Beahm's biological father, and not long after Bob Baker's death, Beahm learned that his biological father, whom he never met, was also deceased. Bob Baker was a Korean War veteran. Hal Beahm was Faith, Jr.'s biological father.

Beahm attended IPS (Innovative Program School), an alternative school within University High School in Los Angeles which Beahm dubbed "Interplanetary School." The IPS program combined elements of est large group awareness training and Scientology.[8]

Though Beahm was very charismatic and had intellectual potential, he did not take the IPS program seriously.[9] As students in the IPS program were given the liberty to form their own classes, Beahm and fellow student Georg Ruthenberg created a class for themselves called Fruit Eating in which they would go to a market, eat fruit for an hour, then return to school.[10] Frequent users of LSD at the time, Beahm and Ruthenberg developed a following of other IPS students who would also use the drug. The two were accused of brainwashing the other students and causing them to behave subversively, which led to the dismissal of Beahm and Ruthenberg from the school in 1976.[11]

The Germs

Not long after their dismissal from IPS, Beahm and Ruthenberg began trying to form a band, inspired by the untamed, amateurs-open aesthetic of pre-punk groups like The Runaways and The Stooges. Before they settled on The Germs as a band name, they called themselves "Sophistifuck and the Revlon Spam Queens," but had to use a shorter name because they didn't have enough money to put this on a T-shirt.[12] After putting out an ad requesting "two untalented girls" who couldn't play their instruments, the two friends were joined by the suitably inexperienced bassist Terri Ryan, soon to be rechristened Lorna Doom, and drummer Belinda Carlisle, dubbed Dottie Danger, who never played a show with the group due to an extended bout of mononucleosis and went on to fame and fortune as both lead vocalist of The Go-Go's and an even more successful solo artist. She was quickly replaced with Becky Barton (aka "Donna Rhia"), who played three gigs with the group and recorded with them on their debut single, 1977's "Forming."

When The Germs initially began playing out, the only member who was proficient with an instrument was Ruthenberg, who now called himself Pat Smear.[13] Beahm initially dubbed himself Bobby Pyn, as he is credited on the group's first recording, but soon jettisoned the moniker in favor of the more overtly menacing Darby Crash, a name which he had initially referred to in the lyrics of the song "Circle One."

The Germs were captured famously in Penelope Spheeris' 1981 film The Decline of Western Civilization. The film features a characteristically hectic and sloppy live show in which Crash, heavily intoxicated and under the influence of several drugs, calls to the audience for beer, stumbles and crawls on the stage and slurs lyrics while members of the audience write on him with permanent markers.[14] During an interview in the film, Crash also discusses taking drugs onstage to avoid feeling injuries from fan violence and "creeps out there with grudges" The Germs were well known for their violent, chaotic performances, often exacerbated by Crash's drug abuse, which increased steadily over the group's brief lifespan. All of this resulted in the band being banned from nearly every rock club in Los Angeles, which they nevertheless managed to avoid by playing under the alias G.I. (standing for "Germs Incognito"). By the point in which they were filmed for "The Decline of Western Civilization," in late 1979, director Spheeris had to rent a soundstage called Cherrywood Studios in California in order for them to play a show outside of the club circuit from which they had been largely blacklisted.

Later life and suicide

Plagued by Crash's worsening heroin habit, and live performances that now often ended prematurely due to violent conflict between audience members and the Los Angeles Police Department, Germs disintegrated in April, 1980, their last show being April 26 at the Fleetwood in Redondo Beach. Crash traveled to Britain, where he became heavily enamored with the music of Adam and the Ants, adopted an Adam Ant-inspired new look that included a mohican, and put on a considerable amount of weight (some of which he eventually lost). Upon his return to the United States, Crash formed the very short-lived Darby Crash Band; Circle Jerks drummer Lucky Lehrer joined the ill-fated ensemble on the eve of their first live performance, after Crash kicked out the drummer they'd rehearsed with during soundcheck and convinced Pat Smear to act as the group's guitarist. The band, described by Smear as "like the Germs, but with worse players."

On December 3, 1980, an over-sold Starwood hosted a final live show of the reunited band, including drummer[15] Don Bolles. Fans and those who were present that night consider the performance possibly the best the group ever gave.

Crash committed suicide by intentional heroin overdose on December 7, 1980 in a house in the Mid-Wilshire section of Hollywood, California.[16] According to SPIN magazine, apocryphal lore has Crash attempting to write "Here lies Darby Crash" on the wall as he lay dying, but not finishing. In reality, he wrote a short note to Darby Crash Band bassist David "Bosco" Danford that stated "My life, my leather, my love goes to Bosco."[17]

His death was largely overshadowed by that of John Lennon, who was killed by Mark David Chapman in New York just one day after Crash's suicide.[18] His female friend Casey Cola Hopkins was with him that night, at her mother's main house. Casey was supposed to have died with him in the coach house (which was a converted garage) that night as part of a supposed death pact, but ended up surviving.[19] 

Darby is interred at Holy Cross Cemetery, Culver City, California, USA, Plot: Section R (Resurrection) T9 115. He was survived by his mother Faith Sr., his elder half-sister Faith Jr., and his eldest half-sister, Christine Lucas-Smith.

Since his death, his mother received Germs' album and merchandise royalties, thanks to Darby's deal with Bug Records that was etched out a few months prior to his death.[20][21]

Darby's mother, Faith Ardelan Baker (February 28, 1922-Sunday May 31, 2009), died in Los Angeles. Up until her death, she was convinced that her son's death was from an accidental overdose and not a suicide.

Books and movies

Crash and Germs are the subject of the 2007 biopic What We Do Is Secret which stars Shane West as Crash, Bijou Phillips as Lorna Doom, Rick Gonzalez as Pat Smear, and Noah Segan as Bolles. What We Do Is Secret, a novel of the same name written by Thorn Kief Hillsbery, was published in 2005.

Lexicon Devil: The Fast Times and Short Life of Darby Crash and the Germs, an oral history of Germs and biography of Darby Crash written by Brendan Mullen, was published in 2002.

"1978 Crashed Memories of an L.A. Punk Rocker" by Ger-I Lewis about the punk scene, life in Venice, as well as detailed anecdotes about the life and untimely death of Darby Crash. Published in 2009, 120 pp., paperback.


1. "Darby Crash". 
2. State of California. California Birth Index, 1905-1995. Sacramento, CA, USA: State of California Department of Health Services, Center for Health Statistics. 
3. State of California. California Death Index, 1940-1997. Sacramento, CA, USA: State of California Department of Health Services, Center for Health Statistics. 
4. Duralde, Alonso; Anne Stockwell (2002-07-09). "Biographies - Wild reads: waves, winds, and a good book you can take while you bake—isn't that what summer's all about?". The Advocate. 
5. Mullen, Brendan (2002). Lexicon Devil: The Fast Times and Short Life of Darby Crash and the Germs. Feral House. p. 257. 
6. Alternative rock By Dave Thompson. Hal Leonard Corporation. p. 391 
7. Mullen. Lexicon Devil. pp. 40–41. 
8. Mullen, Brendan (2000-12-27). "Annihilation Man; How Darby Crash lost control. Of the Germs. Of Circle One. Everything". LA Weekly. 
9. Mullen. Lexicon Devil. p. 19. 
10. Mullen. Lexicon Devil. p. 18. 
11. Mullen. Lexicon Devil. p. 23. 
12. Alternative rock By Dave Thompson p. 391 
13. Mullen. Lexicon Devil. p. 46. 
14. Janet Maslin (1981). "The Decline of Western Civilization (1981)". The New York Times. 
15. Mullen, Lexicon Devil 
16. The tombstone tourist: musicians By Scott Stanton p. 306 
17. SPIN Magazine, May 2001. 
18. Mullen. Lexicon Devil. p. 265. 19. Mullen, Lexicon Devil. p. 255. 20. Wide-Eyed Boy: The Darby Crash story (revised edition), Lori Weiner, 2008 21. Mullen, Lexicon Devil . p.168


  1. I'm not sure who wrote this, but there are some big factual errors here, probably based in the revisionist book by Mullen & Bolles.

    1. The Germs had no difficulty finding shows from 1978-80 while I managed them. The difficulty happened prior to that because their fans trashed the venues. We put a stop to that when I took over and like their peers, the Germs resumed playing shows all over the Los Angeles area. In fact, and this doesn't fit the Mullen/Bolles narrative of chaos and failure, I had the Germs playing shows at clubs for $1000 a night -- an unheard of sum during a time when admissions were $3.00 and most bands were playing for beer.

    2. This continued until the band broke up in 1980, a few months after I quit as manager. The reason I quit was that the band members were fighting with each other, with Bolles being the odd man out (among other things, it really pissed Darby off that during his off-Germs gigs, Bolles wore dresses). I quit on April 1, 1980 and the band disbanded shortly thereafter.

    3. I formed their self-administered publishing company under the auspices of BUG music in 1978, two years before the band imploded. It was my foresight that has reaped the song-writers hundreds of thousands of dollars since the Slash record came out.

    4. The Starwood show was not a Germs reunion -- it was a Darby Crash Band show. There was no "Germs reunion" show at the Starwood. The contention that it was a Germs show is utterly false.

    All the best,
    Nicole Panter
    Germs manager, 1978

  2. He died in West Hollywood in a house near Circus Books, not Mid- Wilshire.